With my weird Prednisone induced ADD thoughts, one stuck out a lot today. Love. Is it really an emotion. Let's see, the feeling of love is produced by a chemical named oxytocin. And as Al Pachino said in the Devil's Advocate "the feeling of love can be reached by eating large amounts of chocolate", which is true because chocolate helps release oxytocin. 

People wonder why they get married quickly and it 

ends quickly, you were just boosted with oxytocin. The same effect can be reached while on mdma, not that I approve of that but why do you think its so easy to open up to a total stranger. Yeah the serotonin release helps but it's the oxytocin that makes the connection.

I truly think I have only loved one person that wasn't family. All the rest were just good at boosting my oxytocin levels.

And that's why my search for love ends with her. If she isn't concerned with being that special one, then there will be many non special ones to pass the time.

What actually made it cross my mind was the show Supernatural. There is a whole episode on Oxytocin, but I first did the research on it after watching the Devil's Advocate. 
Knowing how to boost a girls Oxytocin levels is a nice weapon to have ;). It also came in handy on many occasions. Think I used the technique on every girl I dated since.

New Blog for the page

I decide to create this blog to give the page more content as well as more insight to my wonderful life of insomnia. Also to delve into the world of writing, as I plan to write a book soon about my adventures in life thus far. It's been one hell of a journey and I can honestly say I have been to hell and back to write this. Hopefully people will like what  have I to write about. We will see. Stay tuned for more updates to this blog. I will be also going into some detail about my car accident and the surgeries, finally the transplant that happened 10 years later.



P.S. Please feel free to proof read this. ;)